07/09 : Dear 'simple life..' [ I HATE YOU ]

✖MOOD: tired..
✖MUSIC: Amon Amarth : Prediction of warfare

Everything around me right now reminds me of how much I miss 'the old days' when I didn't listen to japanese bands. Guess that's why my latest weeks at last.fm looks like nothing you've ever seen before. When I 'take breakes' from bands, I really mean BREAKS and atm I listen to 90% of all bands I used to listen to (and I feel SO REFRESHED AND HAPPY about that actually). The rest % are "new bands" and some of the japanese stuff.. like SINCE1889 or 'C.



btw, I made sushi yesterday! :3

I'm sorry for the lack of activity around here lately. I read comments even though I don't answer, just so you know. It's not that I'm lazy or busy.. but currently VERY sick of my simple un-interesting life here with my mom and sister. I wake up, wondering if I'm going to eat something I won't throw up during the day or not [because of achalasia cardiae, a disease I have], listening to music --doing like NOTHING--, goes to bed around 2am-9am and there it is, that's all. Sometimes I read the Harry Potter books in english (I'm currently in the 3rd book, never read that book in english b4). It's fun, I still enjoy HP as you migh know.. but I want to DO SOMETHING! It's so frustrating, I just want to kill myself out of boredom! I HATE THIS WORLD AND THAT MOST OF YOUR CAREER DEPENDS ON HOW MUCH MONEY YOU HAVE AND HOW FAR YOU CAN GO TO GET 'WHAT YOU WANT'!! I'm stuck here. And don't you feel sorry for me, I'm here because of my own doings. I hate making mistakes..

01/21 : Sushi today~

x mood : bleh ~
x music : metronome : computer

A friend came over today and I made sushi for us :D Unfortunatly it tasted like shit. I thought so but my friend said it was good.. but he never ate the lachs nigiri like I did. My sisters boyfriend was here too and he tasted sushi for the first time or something, he liked it :3



At least I made the rice more than OK even though it's not real sushi rice ^^; Later we watched movie clips on youtube like the Swedish "Paralamentet" and the Lord of the Rings parody in Swedish called "Sagan om Ändringen" hahaha it was funny. As for tonight; I actually thought I was going to SLEEP. So that's what I'm going to do right now. Oh! And some day I have to write about when a team from the Swedish TV channel SVT came home to me for an interview about "jrock and girugamesh" :o