06/28 : "..and WE ARE WINNING" :)

✖MOOD: fantastic
✖MUSIC: New Project : god again

YES I'm still alive!


I've got a ticket to the Slipknot/ Machine Head/ Children of Bodom gig in Stockholm on 12th november!!! I can't describe IN WORDS HOW F***ING HAPPY I AM! Lucky for me, I got a Pre-sale ticket just in time, the release was on the 25th at 9am, and lots of tickets sold out during the day. All that remains now are the tickets no one wants to have - the seat ticket. I've never been to this venue before, "Hovet", but Hanna told me it's big! She saw Slipknot live there when she was only 13 and I saw them live on Hultsfred festival some months later.

And I heard the new song "psychosocial" some days ago. oh... eh.. hehe.. yeah 8''D And when Corey sings "we throw ourselves against the wall" 1st time in the song it sounds like he's saying "WE THROW OUR SALLADS AGAINST THE WALL". You can listen to a preview of the song here (link).

I also heard "thc angry chipmunk" version of "Hand of Blood" by Bullet for my Valentine. Over here (link). (BFMV is also one of my old favourite band) I'm _SO PISSED_ because I missed the swedish festival metaltown, they played there and I wasn't there to see. It's so frustrating to look at live photos from the gig.. But this video was hilarious! I LOL for real and that actually cheered me up a bit. I love when he SCREAMS and the guitar solo hahaha :D

06/19 : bzz bzzccxx

✖MOOD: cool
✖MUSIC: Amon Amarth : Prediction of Warfare

<< << That was me yesterday. I didn't draw that little.. man.. yesterday though. I cleaned my room and found old books I had in school 4 years ago or something. I hate math, and I found this little fellow among around 30 others lol in the same book. TODAY has been gooood! I downloaded music with bands I used to listen to 2-3 years ago. Amon Amarth, Soilwork and Arch Enemy are just some of them. WHY only swedish bands..!? I have no idea. I need Limp Bizkit too, they're awesome. I have a little plan for next summer: FESTIVALS!! Will tell you more later.. And my mom is going to visit a friend in Kiruna so she'll be gone for 6 nights and I have to do the cooking! [25 june - 1st july]. ALL THE COOKING! My sister is planning a party for one of these days.. not ok. I'll try to survive lol but I'm not looking forward to it. I guess we'll eat tacos that day and that's not ok either. My mom is going to see THE HIVES live at the Kiruna festival D: *jelaous* Oh btw we found the last Harry Potter book in my sisters room! XD And I went through my wardrobes and under my bed to find it (but didn't). And you know, I have 2 big wardrobes and 2 small ones and lots of stuff under my bed haha ha

I'm trying to complete my list on bands I've seen live, when and where. The list is not simple to write down so I'm lucky who has saved all old festival schedules (where I marked all the acts I saw live). I'm almost done with the first version, everything is sorted by year and date, and the 2nd version will be more like "how many times have I seen THIS band live and where?" in alphabetical order.. You'll see when I'm done with it.
Here is a link to the 1st version.

06/19 : Something in the way..

✖MOOD: ..wierd!
✖MUSIC: Slipknot : people = shit

I have strange thoughts.. this ain't normal! I can't be normal!? And yesterday I deleted all D'espairsRay music and videos from my computer :D Not actually deleted, I burned it to CD's, then I deleted.. I experienced the what a releif feeling. And I still don't sleep at nights.. I watched two movies tonight and ate strawberries, hello simple life. "Edward Scissorhands" and "Interview with a Vampire", long time no see.. lalalaa~ And I don't look forward for the next despa release, I don't want to buy that new single x2 mostly because: I don't give a shit about their new "music" and I'm as poor as a homeless. I can't lay my last money on something as common as cd's when I want to be sure to have at least 40€ for a ticket to Slipknot.


JOEY JORDISON, DRUM SOLO

lol everything around me is. getting. ON. MY. NERVES!
Not this video though.. Joey Jordison, oh I really like this drummer. [Yeah I feel like x-posting this video, I have a weakness for drummers and specially drum solos like this one 8'DD]. I remmeber summer 2005 when I saw all my previous favourite bands live. Wednesday 13 and Slipknot during the Hultsfred festival, Dir en grey and D'espairsRay in Paris. It was wonderful! :')

And I have a new blog layout again (unless you didn't notice XD) I don't care if you like it or not, I feel like white/grey/black right now even though it sounds depressing :)

06/13 : LMAO!!! X''D

✖MOOD: amused
✖MUSIC: Slipknot : the heretic anthem



Funny indeed, I'll marry Joey Jordison (from Slipknot/Murderdolls), I'll live like a rockstar with him in Disney Land and we'll get one child. ha ha ha!

06/13 : Oh happy daaay..!!

✖MOOD: OMG ADIUGA;VD"/"//"&/""! :''D
✖MUSIC: Millencolin : Ray

SLIPKNOT* IS COMING TO
STOCKHOLM :'''D

12th november 2008 at Hovet in Stockholm [SWE] and it's official news from the OHP (look at "0000.NEWS"). I first saw it at last.fm and was like "NO! what?!! .... WAIT a sec.. O______O;;!".

*one of my old favourite band

06/11 : "Nobody puts Baby in the corner!"

✖MOOD: angry, hungry, bored D:
✖MUSIC: ネガ : DIS.

My stomach hurts because I haven't had a REALLY GOOD MEAL in days.. I can't cook, therefore my mom has to do everything. I'm not lazy, I just CAN'T make food. The job I had during that festival "Vrål" in Norrköping was ok. Not THAT fun but I learned alot. My job was.. complicated. It was like everyone BACKSTAGE had to do everything backstage, not just one thing. I didn't think we did a great job, we tried but no - we could have done much much better. For the job, I got free entrance the other day. I'm sorry to say that it was unfortunatly boring as hell.. like NO PEOPLE where there. The festival area could take 2000 ppl, only 400-500 showed up on the 1st day and like none showed up the 2nd day :/ I was in Norrköping with Malin in 3 nights, it's as long time as we're going to stay in Paris in september. I'm still looking forward to the Paris trip but not as much as before.. you see I really need to save money. I only have 700SEK (it's not even 100€) and I still have no job. I feel stressed but I'll try as hard as I possibly can to sell lots of stuff at tradera.com this summer (swedish auction site). Some days ago I got mail from Japan, I had bought 310 japanese fliers/flyers. I paid 1.8 SEK each and for example; if I sell each flier for 10SEK I'll all together get 3100 SEK! X''D (~310€?) WOHA!

But I'm still hungry, and my room looks like a mess because of all things I want to sell. The weather has been boiling hot for over a week! And I really want to be somewhere else right now, at the Hultsfred festival in Hultsfred (swe) :( Bands like HIM, THE HIVES and RAGE AGAINST THE MACHINE will be there this weekend. And I love festivals ._. I think I'll to make a list of festivals I'd like to go to net summer and then we'll see if I get any job at one or two of them. It would be great -free entrance - all I have to do is my job and then I'll have more to write about in my applications (when I look for other jobs).

Last days has been.. boring. All I've done is watching movies like Pirates of the Caribbean, Harry Potter, Bring It On and Dirty Dancing :( I'm allways so bored when I'm home. I actually HATE my simple boring life so much! ah.. whatever. bye

06/10 : I ate "Polly" some days ago..

✖MOOD: bored .. lol
✖MUSIC: D'espairsRay :

Funny, because I have a friend named Polly, so this one is for her xD
It's chocolate candy, do you have "Polly" in the US? :D

06/03 : f[a]il!

✖MOOD: angry D:
✖MUSIC: none

I believe that some people can stay the same for MANY years, never to change. (Don't know if it's a good or bad thing..) While other people change too much, then you realise you don't know them anymore. This is how I feel about my sister, she has changed too much - she's like a person and I don't know her at all. I miss my sister. Hair cut failed btw! And that's why I'm angry.. no wait I'm not angry, I'm furious T____T!!! I will never EVER go to that same person again to do a not-so-complicated-haricut.

To might cheer things up a little I'm now going to list 7 songs I'm into right now (because I got tagged by Polly XD) "List seven songs you are into right now. No matter what the genre, whether they have words, or even if they're not any good, but they must be songs you're really enjoying now, shaping your spring. Post these instructions in your LJ along with your 7 songs. Then tag 7 other people to see what they're listening to.

Randomly listed:

01 // Broder Daniel : When we were winning (long version)
02 // THE PIASS : 奇生虫
03 // ℃ : 電車男
04 // Mindless self indulgence : Daddy
05 // SINCE1889 : HERO
06 // HAKUEI : 昇天
07 // 【_Vani;lla】: 悪行懺悔

06/02 : lol.. I love music.

✖MOOD: amused
✖MUSIC: Antiloop : in my mind

LOL my music taste is so like black and white, it's amusing XD
And the last week is a perfect example:

01 : The Piass // 268
02 : Broder Daniel // 79
03 : Antiloop // 55
04 : ℃ // 33
04 : DéspairsRay // 33
06 : Mindless Self Indulgence // 22
07 : Plastic Tree // 19
08 : SINCE1889 // 18
08 : 【_Vani;lla】 // 18
10 : アンティック-珈琲店- // 14

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06/01 : "When we were heroes, when we were winning.."

✖MOOD: still tired.
✖MUSIC: Broder Daniel : When we were winning


There was/is a swedish band called Broder Daniel (broder = brother) from Göteborg. A ugly swedish man called Håkan Hellström was in the band years ago but left for a successfull solo project. But in my opinion, the dude can't sing. I had only heard a very few songs from BD (Broder Daniel) before I went to one of the biggest festivals in Sweden back in 2004, "the Hultsfred festival". I went to the festival with a friend and without permission from my parents, last concert we saw last night was the BD concret.. they touched me so much. I was in tears when we went back to the camp. Ever since, they've been very special to me although I've only seen them live once.

The band has pretty much disbanded, (or maybe not but a BD concert seems to be very rare) I don't know why but perhaps because of the death of the guitarist. Apparently he comitted suicide some months ago ._. The thing is that they'll have a new gig in Göteborg this summer - in honour of their lost guitarist, I don't want to miss it but as I've told before - I have no money. And THAT IS really bothering me right now besides the "I need a job" issue :/ They're special to me, like the band HIM and I don't want to miss this.. But the gig is during a festival called Way Out West and the entrance is around 1300 SEK, and that's TOO MUCH!

Hmm.. but if I manage to get a job at the festival I'll get in FOR FREE.

read the lyrics for "when we were winning"! :'o
The long version is acoustic and so beautiful.

06/01 : 1st June.. well well..

✖MOOD: tired & restless :c
✖MUSIC: Broder daniel : When we were winning

"To the well-organized mind,
death is but the next great adventure."

I'm once again into the Harry Potter books because of my friend Linda (who's complaining about the lack of news and rumours concerning the 6th HP movie X''D poor thing <3). I finnished the first HP book, once again. LONG TIME NO READ. To be honest, I haven't read a single book since the latest/last HP book in july/august last summer. And long time since last time I read the first book, however, I've never read it in english (only the two last books) untill now. English is for me almost as easy as swedish, I understand much more words than I dare to use when I talk. (I guess that's why some english ppl I've met think I'm shy :/). And I accidently updated myself in the D'espairsRay world, they'll have a 2nd Japan tour this year and the 9th anniversary date is up. I won't go, only when I have a job I can seriousley think of travveling to Japan for these old men [aka despa] lol. Swedish New Nippon will announce a new concert on 17th august and I was quite relieved to see that despa has a tour-date in JP on the 16th, they can't come to Sweden the next day to have a concert, impossible! :'''D Stay where you are for as long as you like. I don't mind. But I'd see them live IF they came back of course. And yes, I still want to see them live in Japan on their 10th Anniversary next year.


Now back to reality. I still haven't got a job and I REALLY need one.. I know I must go to a place called arbetsförmedlingen to get help and a first start and.. yeah you know. I don't know anythung at all about having a job. hm... but I'll FINNALY have a new hair cut next week and I'm also going back to Norrköping next week for that music festival job :D oh and my mom will finally buy me new glasses :3 I'm very excited about the festival job because I'll be BACKSTAGE!!